Week of July 8th 2013
just gonna start out the week first....
monday we went back home and cooked, then went to an inactive and she told usshe didnt want anything else to do with the church and to stop visiting her... yup, thats really nice to hear.
tuesday we had a district meeting. they are so so nice and so patient. the zone leaders are fantastic. from cali and guatamala. then we have the girl zone leaders in our district as well. i freakin love them. then we just went and did citas... and still cried myself to sleep.
Wednesday. i got a lecture from my comp about spanish. she said she can see that i can understand a lot. but i dont talk. and that i need to talk to everybody. ok first of all how can i talk when all you do is talk to the people. and when i ask a question she looks at me and treats me like she treats the 5 year olds. how am i suppose to feel comfortable talking around you.... and my back hurts real bad.... realllll bad.
thursday.. happy birthday america. i wish i was there!! cleaned a house for service. i wanted to throw up.....
I fasted to see what i needed to do.,.. bawled my eyes out the whole day...i am emotionally and physically drained. and i still have 14 months left. its not my obligation to serve a mission, and God left it up for me to decide what i wanted to do... im gonna struggle till i speak my spanish butt off. i can do this!
Friday. we had comp inventory... im full of problems for her. she said we need to communicate. ok she told me that she doesnt talk so whatever. and i need to be better in this and this and this and blah blah blah. ok cool. im just gonna blow this off... im gonna be the better person. and she points out to everyone that im stupid and dont understand them. thanks... shes just rude...
Saturday. i made french toast. wheat bread style. i hated it. haha so we decided to contact right.... we spent 2 hours trying to find this one lady... and she wouldnt try and get into anybody elses house. that will get us no whereeeeeee.
I bought 1 dollar shoes for the water. now i have 6 million blisters. no bueno.
Sunday. met 2 guys from BYU that are on an internship. one went to SVU for a year too!! it was such a tender mercy. im gonna marry one of them. im gonna bring back polygamy with all the men i wanna marry. hahaha
so the hermana zone leader came to me and talked and said everything i needed to hear. that i have so much potential and that i have such an amazing spirit, and my smile makes everything better for everyone. i love her, and of course i was bawling.... then we went to a members house with some of our investigators. we had food other than rice and beans. AHHH YEAHHHH. so delish!!
today we went to cartago to go climb a volcano... didnt happen. we have a bunch of girls that dont wanna do anything. so instead we went to the catholic church. the elders were to scared to take pics inside. so we just looked around as the spirit left. right when we walked out it was like a breath of fresh air. it was crazy how different we felt. haha
ok so read, come unto me by henry b irying. and beware of pride by ezra taft benson. super good!!!
here they alwasy say gracias a dios when you ask how they are doing. i was like why are they saying thank you goodbye?? haha its not that. its thanks to god. and they always say dios a companion. like let god be your comp.
hey guess what. i flossed and wore my retainer this week. be proud. im the best daughter ever... and we have a rule in the mission. no sandals. cool. spent the money FOR NOTHING. hate that.... i hate wearing shoes.
everybody hear shares their feelings and their personal life... one lady has a son who killed a man this past week. and another one has a son who is robbing people. so i feel really safe here ya know. and everybody says its dangerous here for me because im white and real bonita. haha but this whole weekend my comp was freakin out ...
so they kiss on the cheek here. and a man went in for it on my comp. she flipped. hahahah so funny. and then a drunk guy bought us a drink and then kissed us on our hands goodbye. she freaked again. hahahaha so i miss my country... where we say hell yeah and amen, yehaaa and yall come back again, when old glory flies we still hold our hands over our hearts, where theres more trucks than cars. hahah and i guess i miss my country songs....
honestly, im not ok. but i can do this. i have so many angels on my side. and i just need to have patience and work my hardest. i cant thank you all enough for the support. its hard. but i will grow from it.
love you.
oxoxox
yours truly
hermana boer
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